Saturday, December 31, 2005

I am crazeeee over a new show! =) "恶磨在身边"...啊猛好可爱握~!!! 要是能找到像啊猛这样又帅又贴心的男朋友就好了呀!!! Lol..Theses are all fairy tales, unrealistic but I choose to believe in them..but I know I'll never find such a prince charming la..ahha.Afterall, I am but a fallen princess, whose ideal prince charming most probably never appear to rescue her in the nick of time.haha.

Madd is right. I look for too much things in a guy..such as:
-security(tall)
-Matured
-Cute looking
-Sweet to me/Loving
-Faithful
Last of a few priorities in the list: rich.
I think i really ask for too much. no wonder God hasn't bequeath such a guy to me. Cuz I guess its really hard to find one that i seek. =P

Gosh.
Mel.
Wake up.
This is reality.
There's no such guy around.
So shake yourself away from that make believe fairytale
Snap back to reality.
Be realistic.
=X

Training at 7.30am this morning..Could barely keep my eyes opened.But I dragged myself to training anyway. And while I was rearranging the stuff in my bagpack..a cockroach ran out of the front pocket and scared the hell outta me!! I was screaming in the car.Thank God my dad kept calm and continue driving instead of turning around.lol. I was sitting there, praying hard the cockroach wouldnt actually crawl closer to me. Gosh.

The 3 Items I fear most(in no order of merit):
-Cockroach
-Alone in the Dark
-ghosts

Sian.2.40am and i am awake blogging.

Elaine suddenly became super nice to mee!She sang my praises along with sihui to bao kun who was kinda lecturing me for not being able to serve across the net..I kanna stunned sia. O_o She's an overnight devil turned angel. Lol.She even invited me to play with her. And to accompany them to celebrate Angela's bday..scaryyy...~

The strange thing is, bao kun msged me the longest msg ever tdy..asking me to mix more with them...and not be anti-social.funny sia.and he told me to train hard.and that I should always look forward and not backward..I guess he's right about looking forward..I'll do it. I'll make next year a more enjoyable and memorable one =)

Okok..enough said.i needta wake up to go roller blading at 8am tmr..which leaves me with 5 hours 10 mins sleep..Zzz.I am seriously lack of sleep.

Sending nielle off to new jersey tmr..Shall miss her noisy presence.. ='( I will write her a letter tmr.haha =)

One last thing...啊猛真的好帅,好可爱呀!!!!~~ ^^V