Thursday, January 05, 2006

阿猛!源伊!阿猛!源伊! Ahh! i like the both guys! = which one i like better also I dunno.All I know that its nuts that these 2 guys fell in love with 荠悅!! 这真是童话故事呀~! One girl getting one captain of basketball and one bad boy with a kind heart. All I can say is..lucky girl!!! This will so not happen in real life.lols.

I am so stresssed. I really am very scared that I cant perform or get jelly hands and legs during ivp.Afterall, I am the noobiest in the team.I might be more of a hindrance than an asset to the rest of them.And I am really very very afraid until I wanna cry.Cause' this team and all these girls mean alot to me.I really dont wanna let them down. What was I thinking wishing that I could get into the team.Now its driving me over the edge...13th, 19th and 23th...Pray hard I dont malu myself. I need all the luck I can get. I really have not one bit of confidence.

Now I finally knows what he thinks of me...ok.It is really time for me to give up on him and move on and get a new life.A life without him might crash my world, but if I have him continously being nice to me, I will never be able to give up on him, which is bad.REAL bad. Cause he doesnt like me anymore. He doesnt like me ever since he I said something hurtful the last time,and just cause of that, he ignored me for a month, cold war siaa. And now. Its just gone. I really just wanna forget it and give it up. ='( givin' up.dont care ler. the only way I cant forget quick is for someone similar to him to appear in front of mee. But will that happen anytime soon? doubt it.

3 days into school.and bored already.Zz.Why is love nvr 2-sided..that's a thing I'll never be able to answer. Its hard to find chemistry with anyone sia. Sian.Jennifer the "smoker and flirt" is at it again.Though I really dont like to speak ill of anyone, she makes the top 2 dislike list of the year for me.

Training later..but it looks like its gonna rain again!! NoOO! i dont wanna step on another earthworm!! I feel so guilty already!! =X

Shall go write my RJ. Really need to buck up.my proud gpa of 3.6 in first sem is gonna go down the drains.. ='( Wahh..shouldnt be sad anymoreee..sian. Baokun got quite a cute gf sia! Stunned tio. =P

Listening and addicted to: 理想情人
穿上洋装 看着手表
时间快到 心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信
找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道
你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你 不要再陌生
增加我戏份 我想问
亲爱的你把感情升
等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准不要让我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生增加我戏份
我想问 亲爱的你把感情升等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准不要让我一直等 :)