Friday, January 20, 2006

Ok mel! you gotta stay cheerful! Cuz everyone is like asking you why you look so sian and sad now!! you are not supposed to let people worry about you! =S
ok.smile. =D
haha.halfway through teaching desmond how to make a blog! he's like almost 18 years old la~!

my finger's still hurting like hell.haha.and kai can go provoke me somemore la.ytd on mrt with them.den he sitting directly opposite me..den he flexed his last finger purposely!!! Then i tried..and it was like.OUCH. =
den we had a small competition to see who can keep their eyes open longer, which led to my eyes hurting today! I kept losing!! how come ah! his eyes are like smaller than mine lehh. =P
Then he took out the Shuriken that I bought for him from Japan (i took damn long to find it leh!) from his bag, and i was damn touched.Cause' he carried it everywhere. I saw him take it to vball overnight stay too. and mingyao was like saying "who gave that to you? that gurl ah? you look so happy and kept boasting to us when you got it..must be from someone important."[i was delighted cuz he abit shy sia] (beatrice..who's that girl who follows kai everywhere and everyone is saying rumours that they are together..and which really breaks my heart whenever i see them together after the ivp matches ='( shang xin tou le.我是真的很想和多么希望在他身边的是我...我也很想跟他说我想再次尊手若言...再次陪他去看星星..) 可是我该如何说呢???好烦呀~this is all my fault.what was wrong with me back then during june hols..I really dont understand. Issit my turn to take the initiative?

3 days ago after the match.Beatrice went home early, and so it enabled me and kai to disturb each other...and i felt so happy as it was like the old days, back in sem 1..that kept me in high spirits for 2 whole days sia..until ytd night, where the table i was sitting at, with sihui, phloy, shiwen, shiwen's bf and madd, all saying that beatrice is kai's gf...

dont wan kai to get hurt again..cuz i heard from someone that beatrice always hanging out with different guys...and I really dont wish to see him suffer again.not with how upset he had been last may/june...over his ex..wad can i do!!

science so boring now...
my place here snowing with dandruff ler.not mine though...eeek
help me!!