Thursday, January 12, 2006

so siann
rained the whole day
doesnt seem to stop...
I wanna train
not feeling so good though...
skip beat came back
feeling terrible infact
Think i have been thinking too much these past few days and not enjoying one bit
the confusions, the uncertainties, everything
I am exhuasted.
e.x.h.u.a.s.t.e.d.
I wanna give it up!!
Damnit.Why cant I just like someone and the person eventually likes me back when i still like him loadies. darn darn darn.
frustrating.
so sick n tired of it all.
deadline in 26 days
but i feel like giving it all up already.
its h.o.p.e.l.e.s.s
he'll never like me again
so i should give up and not let myself sadder
until i fall sick further
i really wan to
i really do
but somehow or rather
its not as easy as it seems.
h.e.l.p me forget!
i needta find someone that has the same characteristic as him and that height to try and forget him.I dont wanna stay hurt when he's mean or so nice.when he's nice, I feel that something is wrong, that he doesnt treat me as a close friend anymore.When he's mean, I am sad he never treats me well.Gosh
what the hell is wrong with me.
I dont wanna blog alrdy..
no mood.
no mood.
toally no mood
at all.
='(