Saturday, January 14, 2006

stressed.
ytd volleyball ivp.gurls lost 12-25,10-25,17-25 to SIM.
Sadded.
All i could do was to watch from the bench.
nothing else i could do.
just watch anxiously from the bench.
Looking at xiao ling getting a chance to play at least 2 points.
baokun purposely use xiaoling to spike me one. i will not lost to his mind games.
I am very tiredd. really very tiredd.
I keep getting skip beat again nowadays.
very uncomfortable!
I cant juggle between ALC MC, Volleyball and Piano anymore.
I have to give up one.
And it just gotta be piano
cause' I love vball too much to give it up.
Though initially, I joined volleyball for the sake of getting closer to the guy I like...
but now, things have changed.
I no longer play for him only.
I play for myself and the team.
I will force myself to improve.
and be the best setter that I can be.
or the best subset which I would really like to play.
And not solely for the fact of showing him I can play well anymore.
I am so sick and tireddd!
Smiling all day long, trying to keep the fact that he doesnt like me anymore hidden behind my face mask.
Smile mel smile mel, or everyone will be concerned about you. All your friends will feel sad for you.
Ahh.wadever.

Had a fun trip home with xiao de, zhijun, phloy and xiao eeling mummy ytd.hahas. We were sitting in one straight row of chairs on the mrt, all of us, noisily laughing away and playing with each other. Xiao de tried kicking my slippers off, and I managed to kick Zhijun's one away..It like flew to the other side.haha.Then she screamed in embarassment and started whacking me like one maddd horse.Lol. = Xiao Eeling mummy said alot alot of cold jokes too.LOl. Phloy just sat there, refusing to move much cause she was gonna to pee out any moment.hahahas. And she tried stealing xiao eelings phone but failed.Cause' her acting lousy!! =P

gtg for piano alrdy.sigh.