Sunday, March 05, 2006

还是..好爱他,好想他..怎么办.
he carried me in his arms yesterday, which made me like him all over once again. Though the carrying me in his arms was to throw me into the dunking machine of ice water...but that 15 seconds seemed to last forever.
he also wore the earrings i gave him for vday...the one which he say looks gay. i was simply touched..i thought my efforts were going to waste..
what am i to do.I am falling in love with him all over again.and he was the one who asked me to give up. then, why is he still so nice to me...i feel he treats me very differently from how he treats other girls..but, he claims he doesnt like me.i am hurt. i dunno what to do already. I was so determined in giving up..but now, i am lost once again. why cant I just experience reciprocated love. i really really like him alot..but there's nothing i can do. just let him live his life and find someone else he really loves. as long as he's carrying a smile, i guess its good enough..dont need to make him frustrated with my confession anymore..

i lost my handphone ytd.it was only 2 mths old. the same thing happened to me last year at this time.now i am not gonna get a new phone.and all that i'll be earning from working part time is going to go into getting a new phone and a small mp3. sigh. all for that. i hope i can still get the white,green,pink and yellow adidas jacket i eyed 2 days back.

why is my life liddat.