Wednesday, April 05, 2006

既然我已选择放弃, 就该勇往直前, 不要再会头了.
At least now you know how I feel about you.
How did you know i intended to abandon this blog?
Even though I might abandon it, the memories written here will never fade.
必尽这种感觉, 是我这一身中, 第一次有的一种感觉. 也是第一次, 没有被回应的感觉.
I want to start afresh once the new term starts.
one year...is enough. 我也累了.
you'll always be my best friend in my heart, and I'll always lend a listening ear or reassuring shoulder if you need one. (Just please dont reply one word only, it can be abit annoying sometimes.)
Sorry that I am not the right one for you.
你也要在感情上加油喔~
To sacrifice all you have and not gain anything in return, is very 伟大, but it will also get very very tiring after awhile(this comes from personal experience), so, 每当你觉得精疲力尽的时后, 就来我这儿诉苦吧, 我随时欢迎. gambatte ne!
我会当你一辈子的知心朋友的 =)
truly.

Rp girls chalet over ler. Even i was being gossiped about, though I pretended not to hear. All of them were sitting together, and talking about kai, and gillian started on how he was so close to her friend(Beatrice) at one time, and when the rest asked why they werent together, she stared and gestured towards me. Great. What has it gotta do with me. Nevermind. Just keep quiet. Things will eventually die down and be forgotten. But this chalet, has really brought us girls close together. The truth game we played, really made me realised why one should never judge a book by its cover, nor a person by his/her face. I learnt secrets of everyone. And the 3 days of Chalet, was a most memorable one to me, because, for once in my life, I feel like I am a part of the vball family.
Still rmb the days when huey jin was in the team, everyone ostracised me along with her. All the seniors gave me attitude, though I did nothing at all. Thank goodness they made it clear to me how they use to think about me. Feel like it was injustice to me and madeline man. Wen Yan has already given up on vball and quitted. I dont think I can ever get her to come back.
Friends come and go i guess. she'll still be my friend, but I dont think she'll ever be as close friends as me and madd anymore. But I still wish her the best with her KC. At least, she has someone to take care of her and love her, so me n madd neednt worry. =)

Ok, enough for today.
resolution of the day: Slim down ah mel! and to YOU, jia you k! =)