Friday, April 14, 2006

YES. I finally gained coach's attention today. I surprised him by serving 90+% of my balls over! YES! I know he was a little impressed.cuz he always condemned me for not being able to serve. But tdy i proved him wrong! i served from the outer line and it all went over, even under stress! (except for 2 la). Then i did a nice save in front of him during da dui.so happy! even set 3 nice balls(but the rest were shitified). I can do it. I must. Why did i put in so much effort and time if i cannot make it to the team? I have to do it. Played with phloy today. super shiok eh! the thought of having spike and someone to receive so well that u can set it nicely back to her..its super shiok. never had that shiokness for a long long time! =) zai zai zai!! I can spike alrdy also! much better than from 2 weeks ago. I wanna gain coach's attention. I wanna show him I can be a useable player!

Ok. Great.Waited for madd for another 1.5 hrs tdy. wth sia. I was so pissed i had half a mind of leaving and going home. imagine.ytd i worked for 8 hrs, the day before, 9 hrs, and all standing throughout. Then tdy i had to wait 1.5 hrs for madd. previously, there were also 4 other times that she was at least.mind you. AT LEAST 1 hr late each.so i was so damn pissed i didnt even speak to her throughout our whole lunch at bugis foodcourt. but we talked again when i gave her a lollipop candy and she bought me a drink to say sry. but still.i felt like an idiot waiting aimlessly.

GOSH. wenyan and madd just told me something irksome. wth?! Mingyao apparently likes me?! First was sihui. then wenyan.and now me?! he told them that he was gonna jio me once sch starts. great.thats abt like..maybe..3 days?! -_-" somebody saveeeee me. apparently he told yan n madd that wallace likes me too. -__-" i know being loved is something great..but being loved by people that are deemed...and people i dont like is...comforting.but still..how! how am i supposed to deviate.

WHOA. so that stalker guy in japan last dec was ryan! There was this guy who was wearing about the same specs as me, staring at me during my japan trip last year. He stared at me in the hotel lobby when we happened to stay at the same hotel, he stared at me at narita airport, he stared at me in singapore airport (same flight home) and he stared at me when I so coincidently met him again at Robinsons! GOsh. i was so freaked about having a stalker.hahaha. And it so turns out that he was my sec 4 tuition friend!! Oo.i didnt know he changed alot.look so matured ler. haha. And guess wad?! he's now in RP too! Yr 1 SIT student. =) yay.day 1 of sch's lunch settled. gonna have lunch with him. funny how coincidental things turn out to be man. scary. i rmb my bro actually made this sweeping comment after we saw him again at robinson, "jie, if u meet him again, then i think its fated and u will eventually end up with him". -_-" ok.wth.change topic. dunno if i shld nagg ryan to join vball.cuz he's new to it. aww man.

okok.enough said for today.
3 days to sch.great. no more work. Working life sux.
Western Food, seeya on monday! =)